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Hopelessly in love

What was i even thinking??
I act like if it was meaningless but still my mind was full of this pictures.
There were hidden right inside my heart, they manage to come at the surface
The most of the time.
But what was I thinking??
Like actually he will just come, I use to dream but it has never been so painful.
A dream I couldn’t actually archieve just by my means alone,
just to painful to admit that I came here just to see him again after this long time.
I lose faith or rather hope went I realized how late it was
In my inner self, I knew it from the moment I step in this room he won’t come.
He didn’t like such things, he really act like a grown up( let say like an old man) this was also the reason I loved him so much.
He prefered staying home and chat with friends.
I made a decision once and even if I can come back, I don’t want to.
It’s like I choosed to have this pain, to dream of him every night and day.
I didn’t actually want him to go but what can do about.
I know it’s all my fault,
Acting strangely, picking fight everywhere
Being arrogant and selfish,
I know it is all my fault.
I loved him and although I wasn’t always that natural, I tried to bring out the best of me
I know I can do it more than well
But will I ever have to chance to show it??
What am I going to fo?
I will sit here cry all my soul,
Write his name on every piece of paper
Pray for him not to go away
To come back
I know it can’t be helped,
I’m hopelessly in love with a prince.

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Six of one, half a dozen of the other

the title sounds misterious huh?? Don’t be afraid focus on the reading ūüôā

before i continue to write anything #dontjudge my Englisch is not realllly on fleek still learning and  trying to improve myself

following #dailypost has it advantages, because few days ago i read this assigment for #promptwriting and it sounded really good so i decided to write somethig about it. let me expose the the theme: “six of one, half a dozen of the other write a six letter storie of what your future looks like and then turn it into a post” of course i changed some words since i am too lazy to go and find for it in my mails.

here we go, six letters hun?? let see what i came out with: A BIG FAMILY AND ENOUGH FINANCE¬† i don’t even know if it is right so feel free to correct.

Thinking about the future can often be stressful when one doesn’t know what is going to happen. but then we cannot keep ourselves of dreaming of better days. i believe it is important because we prepare for our future today. Knowing how you want it to loook like can be a great Motivation, in short to make the future bright, we have to invest in our present now!!

whenever i get asked what my Wishes for the future are i promptly say a big family and enough financial means to take care of. It sometimes happen that i get afraid of how i will archieve it but then it is what i am longing for so there is no turning back, i have to get to it and that motivates me to work harder.

My mother always say your work has to be your first husband. i can disagree with her you know!! Mothers are like Google they really know it all. but since i’m a Little bit ¬†stubborn i prefer thinking on my own like: while i’m studying, i’m gonna find a good guy, learn to know him, the good and the bad, and at the end maybe get marry to him. i believe a man (husband) shall be a woman’s best friend. someone with whom you can share your secrets your fears and even you thought, the scariest one and still have him on your side. what if you discover tomorrow that the guy you met one month ago seem just to be ( or let say is)¬†a betrayer. Of course maybe i’m dramatizing but it happens. by the way i will just be a little stubborn to my momma i will look for a good guy then concentrate on on my studies and at the end we will both be happy( what a nice dream!!!)

while looking for ¬†mr. right i may not stop or be blurred by the physical appearance yeah it is not important i will rather look for somone gentle who will care about me accept me as i am,¬† beyond all this believe in God. you may judge as you want so… ¬†are you looking for mr Right? what are your criteras? your fears? It is a difficult Task but with faith and¬† Focus you can have you are dreaming off.

i’m still working on my masterpiece and i have a Long way to go, it won’t be that easy but since i know where i’m heading to, i know how to prepare myself.

stopping here for today.

to be continued…

what about you? have you written something about it? if yes let’s share if not, then don’t be shy leave a comment