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believe

Reason to Believe

the reason why i believe?
there is certainly one but i don’t really know
i believe because i have faith
deep inside of me i know i can get through
i believe because i’m convinced that there’s someone
near me guiding me, preaparing the road for me
i believe because they believe in me
if they are convinced i can do then who i am to say i can’t
i believe because i tried once, i pushed hard
hard enough to get through it and it worked
there’s a voice that reminds me always: “you can do it”
even when i am at my weakest point
i know there’s a power left i haven’t use
i know if i believe in it then i can do it
just like R. Kelly i believe i can fly
but that faith that makes me believe
doesn’t come from me it’s heavenly
because if i was left on my own then surely i would have abandonned in the middle of it
i believe because they believe in me
they give me enough courage to stand up and walk for myself
those friends, the family the Lord gave me, they helped me know that i’m more than what i think
they make me stronger with day
because of all this i can stand up and say “i can”
I know for sure i’m not alone that’s why i believe

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a billion of seconds

Days are going just like they started

the sun goes up and later down

the moon is so clear tonight

i take a book, try to read

no i should better be doing something else

put on the tv

there’s this comedy i like so much

these people are just so crazy

just like me

if you were here that’s what you would have said

remember the last time we went out?

so funny, i can’t help myself but thinking

we held hands even when eating

so cute they say

and we just smiled

It’s a long time ago now

i just realised i miss you

it took me a billion of seconds

but you are still here in my heart

 

 

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Insight of a night

It’s so cold outside
I put myself together
Walking so quick to reach home
I can stand it anymore
I’m so tired.
I reach home It’s so hot
Take a bath
Just stay there In the water
relaxing, dreaming
Oh well I guess I slept
I was wondering why uncomfortable
It doesn’t feel like bed
I’m Still laying here in the bath
It’s late, I wake up with blurred eyes
get myself dried
It was so good
Laughing with father
Discussing about everything
He who once was so hill
Is healthy, smiling
Then he say goodbye
I want to know more but it is late
Go to bed, how sweet it is
Stand up, kneel down and pray
Go back in bed next stop sweet dreams
Close my eyes but can’t sleep
Wake up put some movie
Back to bed, listening understanding
Then sound with no image
Sinking in the depth of sleep
Hearing nothing anymore
Laying there peacefully
in the warm of a medium sized bed

Oh everyone is there
Papi sitting in the middle
We are around listening to stories
Eating our meal up
“there’s wine” say someone!
Yeah you can have it all say papi
Come hug me say papi
He’s so warm, his arm are so protectiv
Wish I could stay some more

rriiiinnnnggggg.

It’s time to wake up.
The night is over
How much I wish you could still be there
Long time you decided to have an eternal sleep
You went without saying goodbye.
You never woke up again.
Hope you were still here

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Reflections

today i  look back

trying to figure out how things have change

it took so much time

i remember i couldn’t smile without thinking ” its fake”

i knew it wasn’t right

but it was not easy to just stop like that

i struggled everyday, every single minutes

time have passed, i finally reach one of the goal i set

saying goodbye to all the things that doesn’t honor you

when i look in a mirror i’m happy to see someone so great

all around they say i’ve changed, it’s true

and it feels good, it is good to finally accept that the road i was taking was wrong

probably they don’t know it

the sad, unconfident, insecure lady in the mirror is no more

the happy, confident has taken the place.

i’ve changed but i just reflect what i always thought of myself

what i always wanted to be deep inside of me.

Thanks to you lord i found my way,

you are right by my side

and i know things will never be the same