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It is well with my soul

oh Lord you know me

you know what i feel inside

but you managed to love with all my flaws

i’m so thankful to have you

because you watch upon me

i can say without doubting

even when i feel the pain

even when i’m crying

it is well with my soul

 

Oh Sgr tu me connais

tu me connais de l’interieur

et meme malgré cela et en plus de mes defauts tu m’aime

je suis benie de t’avoir dans ma vie

car tu veilles sur moi

et meme si au dedans j’ai mal

et meme si je pleure

je peux dire avec certitude  que ca va

car tu me gardes sous ton aile.

 

 

 

Posted in Blogging University, prompts

Goodbye

you said goodbye

i said  goodbye

we cry but you can’t see us anymore

or maybe where you are you can

we pray we sing

hoping you will have peace there

Hoping you are now sitting at god table

we hope you got the crown of glory

we still cry because we will never see again

we miss your smile, your joy, your happiness

you are gone

but even though we cry

we know the Lord has His reason

you are not suffering anymore

and we HAVE FAITH IN THE lORD

Because his ways are Higher than ours

 

Posted in Blogging University, prompts

expression

Graffiti

Is an art

A lifestyle a way of living

Get a sight of my soul

You said you know me

But for you this isn’t me

What has changed??

The fact I started

Scratching over every wall

Graffiti is creativity

Showing everyone ones other side

Is it scary??

You shouldn’t get scared

You just had a ticket to explore my soul

Be happy or get in the line of people

People waiting to spill all their prejudges

I’m not delinquent

I’m not a distorted soul

I’m just a human being like you

Who dare to show the humanity

My way of thinking

Even In an unconventional way

You told me I could express myself

But you gave no guidelines

It is vandalism

The old wall wished a beauty makeup

I just wanted to make the world beautiful

In my own way,  with my inks

I signed at the bottom

To let you know it is me

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Beloved

Beloved

when i was just a child

They  lead me to You

They consecrate me in your obedience

I learned how life was supposed to be

With you guarding us like a shepherd

Back then I new you loved me

You call me beloved

And the blood of your dearest son

Was shed so that I can live

I don’t doubt your faithfulness

You are mighty

And I am blessed to be called the son of a God

They don’t believe in you

They say their powers are enough

They think it is your duty to

To put an End in the tragedies the world faces

But deep inside I believe we stuck in

By ourselves trying to prove our supremacy

As human being able to guide the others

I know you call me your beloved

You always find me even when I’m stuck

In a self digged pit

I often fail to obey you

But you still find a way to get me back to you

because i am your beloved one

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about fallacies

Since i don’t know what fallacy is

I think there is no reason

No reason for me to write

I looked in the dictionary

Therefore I can’t lie I don’t know what it is

But for instance I plead I didn’t understand

The explanation were so hard to understand

And I believe like so much people out there

There’s no reason to write when you can say nothing

But maybe let me try

Something out of nowhere can come out

That’s just how great authors write isn’t it?

I’m an author therefore I am a creator

So actually I will create something

For the sake of the thing

For the fun out of it

Since Descartes said: “Dubito ergo cogito, cogito ergo sum”

“I doubt therefore I think, I think therefore I am”

I’m an author(even just in mind) therefore I create

 

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loving myself back

i’ve always wonder why

why i feel so uneasy

even thought i believe you are here

i can’t help myself

but comeback to odd deeds

i know it isn’t good for me

although it feels good

but i can’t say no

why do i regret everytime  i fail to obey you

i pray every single day

i make a decision then i break it.

i cry, i feel bad

then lately i realised it takes time

one goes through suffering, rejection

and finally it happened

right in the middle of a relationship

right when i thought i found mr Right

but the more i stayed the more i felt bad

It’s over now, i went trough pain

but i’m happy today

i can live my life obeying you

more confident, facing life with a smile

i finally learn to appreciate myself

and to value it at the most

my body is the temple of the holy spirit

and i love myself back

 

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a billion of seconds

Days are going just like they started

the sun goes up and later down

the moon is so clear tonight

i take a book, try to read

no i should better be doing something else

put on the tv

there’s this comedy i like so much

these people are just so crazy

just like me

if you were here that’s what you would have said

remember the last time we went out?

so funny, i can’t help myself but thinking

we held hands even when eating

so cute they say

and we just smiled

It’s a long time ago now

i just realised i miss you

it took me a billion of seconds

but you are still here in my heart

 

 

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Insight of a night

It’s so cold outside
I put myself together
Walking so quick to reach home
I can stand it anymore
I’m so tired.
I reach home It’s so hot
Take a bath
Just stay there In the water
relaxing, dreaming
Oh well I guess I slept
I was wondering why uncomfortable
It doesn’t feel like bed
I’m Still laying here in the bath
It’s late, I wake up with blurred eyes
get myself dried
It was so good
Laughing with father
Discussing about everything
He who once was so hill
Is healthy, smiling
Then he say goodbye
I want to know more but it is late
Go to bed, how sweet it is
Stand up, kneel down and pray
Go back in bed next stop sweet dreams
Close my eyes but can’t sleep
Wake up put some movie
Back to bed, listening understanding
Then sound with no image
Sinking in the depth of sleep
Hearing nothing anymore
Laying there peacefully
in the warm of a medium sized bed

Oh everyone is there
Papi sitting in the middle
We are around listening to stories
Eating our meal up
“there’s wine” say someone!
Yeah you can have it all say papi
Come hug me say papi
He’s so warm, his arm are so protectiv
Wish I could stay some more

rriiiinnnnggggg.

It’s time to wake up.
The night is over
How much I wish you could still be there
Long time you decided to have an eternal sleep
You went without saying goodbye.
You never woke up again.
Hope you were still here

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Reflections

today i  look back

trying to figure out how things have change

it took so much time

i remember i couldn’t smile without thinking ” its fake”

i knew it wasn’t right

but it was not easy to just stop like that

i struggled everyday, every single minutes

time have passed, i finally reach one of the goal i set

saying goodbye to all the things that doesn’t honor you

when i look in a mirror i’m happy to see someone so great

all around they say i’ve changed, it’s true

and it feels good, it is good to finally accept that the road i was taking was wrong

probably they don’t know it

the sad, unconfident, insecure lady in the mirror is no more

the happy, confident has taken the place.

i’ve changed but i just reflect what i always thought of myself

what i always wanted to be deep inside of me.

Thanks to you lord i found my way,

you are right by my side

and i know things will never be the same